Monday, August 17, 2009

For lack of anything to write...

The clock ticked slowly in the background, the sound seemingly grew louder and louder until its beginning to drive me crazy. I chewed on the nub of my pencil as I searched my mind for something, anything, to get me going.

I poised my pencil above a blank piece of paper placed in front of me, like a fencer at the ready. This is it, I tell myself, I'm one step closer to my dream, to become an aspiring author of children and adults alike. My book will bring a spark of light to minds everywhere in this dull, mundane life. I'll take the world by storm!

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But for that day to come, you have to start writing.' my consciousness pointed out. I reluctantly pulled myself out of my wonderful daydream and looked down at that accursed piece of paper. Out of frustration, I crumpled it up and throw it blindly behind me, probably joining its many kin on the floor.

I pinched the bridge of my nose, feeling a headache coming on. Drink, I need a drink. I automatically reached for the cup resting beside me and put it to my lips. I grimaced. Ugh, cold coffee. With a groan, I stood up and trudged towards my kitchen.

As I leaned against the island counter, with a can of cold beer in hand, my eyes watched absent-mindedly at employees running back and forth in the office complex opposite my apartment. Soon, the can was nearly empty when I sighed, feeling defeated. It's time to face the music. There's no point denying it. The worst case scenario that happens to writers everywhere is now happening to me.

I...have writer's block.